Friday, January 16, 2015


Kita mungkin mampu mengawal tindakan dan kata-kata yang bakal menggulungi lidah, tetapi adakalanya kita tidak mampu untuk mengawal detikan yang ada di dalam hati mahupun fikiran. Pantasnya seperti kilat. Detikan yang ada di dalam hati itu tiada sesiapa yang mendengarnya, kecuali Dia As Samii. Fikiran yang ada di dalam kotak minda itu tiada sesiapa yang mengetahuinya, kecuali Dia Al Alim. Mungkin hal ini berada di luar kawalan kita yang sebenar, tetapi kita ada kuasa untuk mengawal niat kita iaitu dengan memperbaharui niat yang sedia ada. Mungkin ada larinya.. Muhasabah kembali. Itu yang terbaik. Supaya yang terdetik itu baik belaka. Kerana hidup ini hanya mengejar reda Allah semata-mata.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Monologues in writings!

Ni-saa' (Women)

How funny a woman can be. They can be so complicated. They insist to know what they wish to not know, and get mad afterwards (regret somehow). Their insecurity levels can be in danger. They get jealous easily of what they should not. When they get jealous, they get suspicious. And when they get suspicious, they does better research than the FBI. Haha.

Sometimes, they can get mad or grumpy just because they are hungry. How funny can it be.. Huhu. They also likes to say something out of their mind. Good thing is, when it comes to love, they will say it with whole heart! :) Ohoo yes, one more thing, women loves attention. Attention from their loves one especially! It could be from their family, partner, close friends & whoever consider closed to them. Because women are too close to their emotions.

But a wise women knows emotion can teach and will use them to grow. They recognizes when their life is out of balance and summons the courage to act to correct it, they know the meaning of true generosity, happiness is the reward for a life lived in harmony, with a courage and grace.

They are strong enough to let go and patient enough to wait for what they deserve. They gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which they really stop to look fear in the face..they must do the thing they think they cannot do. 

Be a woman of substance! A woman of power, a woman of positive influence and a woman of meaning. <3

Saturday, January 10, 2015


Gho-Fa-Ro (The Forgiving)

To some, writing about emotions may ease stress. Or may enable them to learn to better regulate their emotions. But you know, deep in your heart there is unease stress remaining. Muhasabah & back to Allah. This is the best solution of all. And to Allah, you can write your heart out! Everything through dua. You may weep. Whatever you may to Allah. Prayer or dua is a cure for lost souls, confused minds, and broken hearts. And Allah said, make dua to me, I will respond. [Ghafiir 40:60]

Friday, January 9, 2015

To be honest

Tbh 1, there is more than ten unpublished writings on my blog. Left to be drafted and published.

Tbh 2, you just want to write and write. To write your heart out!

Tbh 3, you write as if to taste the life twice, in the moment and in retrospect. After all, it won't cost you a thing. :)

Tbh 4, most of the time, you start wherever you feel most inspired.

Tbh 5, "Sometimes I write because I don't know what I think, until I read what I say." -Flannery O'Connor