Only time

Cemburu

Cemburu? Cemburu apa? Sudahlah. Muhasabah.

Kerana cemburu itu cinta.
Yang pastinya, tidak ada yang lebih pencemburu daripada Allah..

Semakin dekat semakin terasa

Summer turned to Winter

Sometimes
you feel so demotivated
And it's hard to keep going
It is easy to have dreams and build lofty goals
But to stay motivated enough day after day
Feels so worthless and pathetic
You lost belief

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
You hardly recognized the person you are today

And you say..

"Allah, I hope it's not too late
Hmmm... It's not too late
Cause I am not alone
You're always there for me"

Even when the world's crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
You're not lost. 

Di sini

Seeing them wearing white gown to class
Mengingatkan kembali cerita lalu..

Cemburu.
Tak dapat nafikan lagi.

Tetapi cemburu Allah kepada sy lebih besar
Kerana itu Dia meletakkan sy di mana sy berada kini

Dia Maha mengetahui yg mana lebih baik buat sy
Maka Dia bawa sy lari jauh ke sini

Di sini
Di mana sy berada

Terbaik buat sy
Juga buat mereka yang tercinta

Oh Allah, Such Al Wadood
Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah 

Tak sempurna

membenci diri sendiri bukanlah satu penyelesaian..
menyalahkan diri sendiri juga bukan..
membenci perbuatan khilaf itu yg sebenarnya..
tanpa menyalahkan diri, tetapi cuba untuk bermuhasabah
dan berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik dan baik

Ulang

Jauhkan syurga dari pandangan?
Untuk kita pendosa...harapan selalu ada.
YaAllah. Ampunkan aku.
Berkahilah mereka yang selalu mengingatkanku.

 "Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang telah melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri (dengan perbuatan-perbuatan maksiat), janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan segala dosa; sesungguhnya Dia lah jua Yang Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani." 

[Az Zumar: ayat 53]

Muhasabah

Speak less, and you will think & learn more
Muhasabah

#RamadhanDay3

Anugerah

Kesempatan yang tiba sekali lagi.. Anugerah namanya :) Gunakan peluang dengan sebaiknya! Tanamkan semangat yg tinggi bersama niat lillahi ta'ala!

one and only to you

i may not be the best one to you
but i will be my best for you
i may not be the first one to you
but i will be your one and only jauh ke syurga..

Optimist

Be optimist

A person who travels on nothing from nowhere to happiness..

Bidadari dunia

Agar bidadari syurga mencemburuimu?
Bagaimanakah? 

Less

Take a deep breath.
Speak less from now onwards.
You don't know..how sharp your words are
Until it hurt others.

Know that..
You are less perfect.
You ain't no angel.
Cuz you have flaws and made mistake.

These 'less' thing in you
Makes you a better person
Because you learn
From time to time

Muhasabah

Again

Try Try Again

by T. H. Palmer

'Tis a lesson you should heed, If at first you don't succeed, Try, try again;  Then your courage should appear, For if you will persevere, You will conquer, never fear Try, try again; Once or twice, though you should fail, If you would at last prevail, Try, try again;  If we strive, 'tis no disgrace Though we do not win the race; What should you do in the case? Try, try again If you find your task is hard, Time will bring you your reward, Try, try again  All that other folks can do, Why, with patience, should not you? Only keep this rule in view: Try, try again.

"Istikharah kehidupan"

“Allahumma aslih li deeni alladhi huwa ‘ismatu amri wa aslih li dunyaaya allati fihaa ma’aashi wa aslih li aakhirati allati fihaa ma’aadi w’aj’al al-hayaata ziyaadatan li fi kulli khayri w’aj’al al-mawta raahatan li min kulla shay" 

 Ya Allah, perbaikilah agamaku yang merupakan penentu (kebaikan) semua urusanku, dan perbaikilah (urusan) duniaku yang merupakan tempat hidupku, serta perbaikilah akhiratku yang merupakan tempat kembaliku (selamanya),jadikanlah (masa) hidupku sebagai penambah kebaikan bagiku,dan (jadikanlah) kematianku sebagai penghalang bagiku dari semua keburukan.

To living tomorrow

Tomorrow will still come
Even when you can't even dream
And even when you can't see the path
Since tomorrow will still come..
Look straight ahead, only forward.
One step, two steps, step ahead.. the beat carrying you to the future.
Not as if you're that strong, but..
This and that, don't run away from them..
Someday, you'll show that you can bloom..
Since tomorrow will still come..
InsyaAllah <3

Mode

Nota

Kita mungkin mampu mengawal tindakan dan kata-kata yang bakal menggulungi lidah, tetapi adakalanya kita tidak mampu untuk mengawal detikan yang ada di dalam hati mahupun fikiran. Pantasnya seperti kilat. Detikan yang ada di dalam hati itu tiada sesiapa yang mendengarnya, kecuali Dia As Samii. Fikiran yang ada di dalam kotak minda itu tiada sesiapa yang mengetahuinya, kecuali Dia Al Alim. Mungkin hal ini berada di luar kawalan kita yang sebenar, tetapi kita ada kuasa untuk mengawal niat kita iaitu dengan memperbaharui niat yang sedia ada. Mungkin ada larinya.. Muhasabah kembali. Itu yang terbaik. Supaya yang terdetik itu baik belaka. Kerana hidup ini hanya mengejar reda Allah semata-mata.

Monologues in writings!

Ni-saa' (Women)

How funny a woman can be. They can be so complicated. They insist to know what they wish to not know, and get mad afterwards (regret somehow). Their insecurity levels can be in danger. They get jealous easily of what they should not. When they get jealous, they get suspicious. And when they get suspicious, they does better research than the FBI. Haha.

Sometimes, they can get mad or grumpy just because they are hungry. How funny can it be.. Huhu. They also likes to say something out of their mind. Good thing is, when it comes to love, they will say it with whole heart! :) Ohoo yes, one more thing, women loves attention. Attention from their loves one especially! It could be from their family, partner, close friends & whoever consider closed to them. Because women are too close to their emotions.

But a wise women knows emotion can teach and will use them to grow. They recognizes when their life is out of balance and summons the courage to act to correct it, they know the meaning of true generosity, happiness is the reward for a life lived in harmony, with a courage and grace.

They are strong enough to let go and patient enough to wait for what they deserve. They gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which they really stop to look fear in the face..they must do the thing they think they cannot do. 

Be a woman of substance! A woman of power, a woman of positive influence and a woman of meaning. <3

Ghafiir

Gho-Fa-Ro (The Forgiving)

To some, writing about emotions may ease stress. Or may enable them to learn to better regulate their emotions. But you know, deep in your heart there is unease stress remaining. Muhasabah & back to Allah. This is the best solution of all. And to Allah, you can write your heart out! Everything through dua. You may weep. Whatever you may to Allah. Prayer or dua is a cure for lost souls, confused minds, and broken hearts. And Allah said, make dua to me, I will respond. [Ghafiir 40:60]

To be honest

Tbh 1, there is more than ten unpublished writings on my blog. Left to be drafted and published.

Tbh 2, you just want to write and write. To write your heart out!

Tbh 3, you write as if to taste the life twice, in the moment and in retrospect. After all, it won't cost you a thing. :)

Tbh 4, most of the time, you start wherever you feel most inspired.

Tbh 5, "Sometimes I write because I don't know what I think, until I read what I say." -Flannery O'Connor